About Me

first of all i want to appologise for the my ealier post. i do not mean that writing a blog about your life is not good. i do enjoy reading them. some people they express themselves better in writing. so a blog make me know that particular person better. in summary, each of us have the right to do whatever they whan to do i their blog. it is a free world out there.

back to me...

i was born on 21 february 1981 in butterworth, penang. my dad worked for ramf as a fighter pilot and my mom is a teacher (teaching math and scince). after a while, my mom delivered my younger sister. then, i believed that in 1984, my dad was transferred to kuantan. sadly, in 1985, my dad was killed in jet crash while performing for the birthday of pahang's king. since my mom's parent is living in sungai petani, kedah, we moved there to be closed with them.

my first school is ibrahim primary school and i studied there for 6 years. after that, i was accepted to continue my studies at ibrahim secondary school. i studied there until i finished my fom 5. when i was 12 years old, my mom married a teacher who already have 3 childrens. from the marriage, i was blessed by another younger brother. so in summary, i have 1 older sister, 1 older brother, 1 younger sister and 2 younger brothers. a real big happy family.

after form 5, i was accepted to last batch of matriculation in usm, penang. i did very very bad. i always been the good student in school, but campus life make me became too lazy to study and too lazy to attend any classes. i was busy with playing cards and spent most of my time in cyber cafes playing online games. i have only 4 subjects, i only managed to get c for english, f for math, f for chemistry and f for phisic. luckily they allowed me to redo the papers and i managed to get c for chemistry and d for phisic. i still failed m math. at the end, my accumulated marks still pass the minimum requirement to be enrolled to the bachelor's programe. i have been accepted to further my study in bachelor of management in usm. fuh... i still did not learn anything from the past and did not do well in the early years. my exam results are bad. luckly, i realized managed to gratuate although i have to extend for a year to repeat a few papers. my final gpa is 2.25 only.

i did not have to wait long to get a work. before my convorcation, i was accepted by hsbc electronic data processing (hdpm) in cyberjaya to work as a global support executive. basically, hdpm is a hsbc group entity to managed the group's operations. they have been migrating their operation from countries like uk, hong kong and us to countries like india, china and malaysia to lower the cost of operating it in the original country. their operations covers call centers and data entry. as i did not have a good voice capability, i was placed in a data entry department doing account maintaince.

from the first day of work, i promised myself not to be lazy anymore and to be the most hardworking people in the company. after a very hard 3 years, i have been succesfully promoted to assistant manager operations. this month is my first year anniversary of being promoted and honestly, i am not very pleased with myself as there a lot of things i think that i could have done better.

i am 27 years old now and have moved to puchong, selangor when i started my work. my family is still in kedah and i am here all alone. sometime i feel it is better to be alone but i admid that there are times when i wished that i can have my family by my side. so by writing this blog, i can express myself, share my sadness and more important to share my happiness with everyone. 

i am on he quest to fill the voids in my strange life, spritually and materially.